Long overdued post

Hi, it’s been a while.

These are the things happening in my life right now.

New specs

2 weeks ago, I finally decided to get my specs done. All that warcraft 3, world of warcraft and anime watching took toil on my eyes. So, if you see me in school or anywhere else other than home, most probably I’ll be wearing them. My sis picked the frame out for me. Personally, I can’t tell the difference and frankly “speaking”, I don’t care. Each eye is about 100+, isn’t that high compared to those all my other blind friends. When I first put them on, my vision became a lot clearer, a first in about 4 months. I can’t believe I missed out on all these. Sight is a wonderful thing to have.

If you wish to comment on my specs, make sure its good. If it isn’t, shut up. Hell, it’s you wish to comment on anything about me. Can’t remember where I heard this kiddie song with a line that goes, “… if you got nothing good to say, don’t say it at all…” Maybe it isn’t a kiddie song, I don’t know, you get what I mean.

Final DING

I’ve finally DING for the last time; I’m a level 60 warlock. Leveling this warlock has taken me a very very long time. More than 6 months, however I had a lot of inactivity during these 6 months. I also tend to level very slowly and hate grinding. I’m also anti-social and afraid to approach guildies for help. Thus my journey has been long and painful.

Not to mention when my graphic card fan broke down and I had crappy graphics for so bloody long. All it took was a $12 fan to fix it. But that wasn’t easy either. The graphic card’s fan thingy is of a different shape, though the same size. I couldn’t fit the fan in… so… I didn’t. I just crammed the squareish fan into the round indentation meant for fan. Well, it worked and I’ve haven’t gotten any problems since.

New relationship

I always like to include a section of my post to let people think that I’m in some kind of relationship or having special feelings for someone. Well, I’m still neutral. And since this is my blog, I wanna talk about what relationships mean to me in general.

Personally, I don’t see a need for relationship. However, this thinking is having an adverse effect on me. People assume that by my age, I should have gotten myself into some kind of relationship and somewhat know what has to be done in one. But the problem is, I don’t. I bet you’re laughing right now, cause I am. How is this a problem? Since people expect me to do certain things that I don’t and naturally it becomes a problem for me to have any kind of lasting relationship if I screw each one up. Of course I’ll learn more with each breakup but I’m already 18… that’s like a very long time. And if the right girl doesn’t come in time, I’ll be 45 years old before I get married, cause all the people who isn’t married by then are pretty damn desperate.

Then again, I pretty much have little or no respect for girls. All that pornography made me treat them as objects, this might change… but who knows? I guess opening up is another thing. My family isn’t perfect and all, maybe that has caused me to refrain from getting into a relationship to avoid experiencing the hurt I felt when my father left. I’m not trying to point the finger at anyone or anything to explain my lack of interest in girls. And for the fucking record, I’m not gay.

Scientifically, relationships around my age are good because it prepares me to face future, more serious heartbreaks that I’ll experience. Breaking up is inevitable, I guess… I mean, until death do us part!

In closing, I just wanna say this is a fucking long post, compared to my other post. These are pretty much my thoughts, explained as clearly as I possibly can. Many may disagree with me, that’s why I like to stfu.

Oh ya… trick or treat!