Life sucks

I've been saying that forever, and to be honest, I have no idea why I continue to live.

What is your goal in life?

I have no clear goal in mind. Thinking about the future only scares me. I, however, am in debt to my mum, who has provided so much for me. If anything, my goal would be to make my mother proud, or at least be able to support her financially when she's older.

I wish I was a mute, so I wouldn't have to speak to anyone about shit that doesn't concern me.

AND WTF IS WITH "I call upon the spirit of wootar" I don't recall changing to that.